THIS IS NOT A RETREAT.

This is something far more personal.

I do not offer traditional retreats with rigid schedules, or highly structured days.

This experience is designed to feel grounded and deeply personal.
1 - 4 people.

We travel to Amsterdam and spend real time together, creating space
for connection, trust and meaningful conversation.

Through conversation and presence I get to understand you beyond the surface — your life, what you carry and what you may be ready to explore.

Nothing is forced, freedom where it serves you best.

THIS IS NOT THERAPY.

I am not here to diagnose, analyze,
or fix you. I do not see you as broken.

In most cases, people already carry the answers they seek within themselves.
Stress, trauma, conditioning, fear in different forms.
The noise of modern life can make those answers difficult to access.

The work is not about becoming someone else.

It is about seeing yourself from a new perspective, breaking old patterns, changing limiting beliefs that’s holding you back and becoming more fully yourself again.

My role as your psychedelic guide is
to help create the right conditions for clarity.

I listen deeply.
I observe.
I ask questions.
I offer perspective.

THIS IS NOT AN ESCAPE.

Psychedelics can support healing,
and profound personal insight.

They may also help struggles such as anxiety, depression and addiction.

It’s not about chasing extraordinary experiences just for the sake of intensity.
A psychedelic experience can be incredibly beautiful, expansive, mystical,

It can also be challenging. Unprocessed emotions, old pain, and unconscious patterns may rise to the surface. That is why preparation, guidance, and integration matter.

During the experience

I hold space and guide you through whatever arises. Afterward, we integrate.

Real transformation does not happen only during the experience itself.
It happens when insights become embodied in daily life.

Beyond the psychedelic experience itself.

We also work with practices such as meditation, breathwork, and reflection
— tools you can return to long after the journey.

Some moments are spent in deep conversation. Some in silence. Some walking or cycling through the city,
In Amsterdam, we may move through places like Vondelpark, along the canals, the Jordaan district, or quiet cafés hidden
away from the busy streets. Reflecting on insights from your experience and how to integrate.