This is not a just regular retreat.
This is something far more personal.
I do not offer traditional retreats with schedules or highly structured days.
Instead, this experience is designed to feel grounded, personal, and authentic.
We travel to Amsterdam and spend meaningful time together, creating space for presence, connection, honest conversation and trust.
I take the time to get to know you beyond the surface — to understand what you carry, where you are in life, and what you may feel ready to explore.
Whether you are seeking healing, deeper self-exploration, or simply feel curious about having a truly mystical experience. You will have the space to explore it in a safe and supportive environment.
Nothing is forced. There is freedom to simply be, slow down, reconnect, and allow the experience to unfold in whatever way feels right for you.
Beyond the psychedelic experience itself.
Some moments are spent in deep conversation. Some in silence.
Some walking or cycling through the lovely city of Amsterdam.
In Amsterdam, we may move through places like Vondelpark, along the canals, the Jordaan district, or quiet cafés hidden
away from the busy streets. Reflecting on insights from your psychedelic experience and how to integrate.
We also work with practices such as meditation, breathwork, and reflection
— tools you can return to long after the journey.
The work is not about becoming someone else.
It is about seeing yourself from a new perspective, breaking old patterns, changing limiting beliefs that’s holding you back. Becoming more fully yourself.
In most cases, people who are seeking healing find that the answers they seek is already within themselves.
Conditioning, stress, trauma, fear, and the noise of modern life can make those answers difficult to access in the regular state of being.
It’s not an escape.
It’s not about chasing extraordinary experiences just for the sake of intensity.
This is deep inner work for self exploration. A psychedelic experience can be incredibly beautiful, expansive, mystical and meaningful.
It can also be challenging. Unprocessed emotions, old pain, and unconscious patterns may rise to the surface of your awareness.
That is why preparation, guidance, and integration matter.
For healing and something beyond words
We prepare through practices such as meditation, breathwork.
My approach is modern, intuitive — adapted to who you are and what you need.
The intention is to help you relax, feel safe and allow the experience to unfold naturally.
I create a comfortable and safe setting for the journey. During the experience I hold space and guide you through whatever arises.
Music is important. It has the unique ability to reach places beyond the thinking mind.
It can unlock emotions and inner states through the vibrations.
Afterward, we integrate. Real transformation does not happen only during the experience itself. It happens when insights become embodied in daily life.
Investment
The investment reflects not only the time spent in Amsterdam, but also the depth of preparation, presence, and care throughout the entire process.
You also get access to guided meditations and breathwork videos.
These tools are designed to help calm the mind, regulate the nervous system,
and reconnect. find balance in your mind and heart coherence. So you can continue the work at home without any substances.
Included is also 1 month of private mentorship. Supporting you’re progress of integrating your insights and creating lasting change in your daily life.
Before any booking, we have a screening process to ensure safety and the right structure for your needs. This is important. There is no one-size-fits-all approach to this type of inner work.
